i'm sorry.

Recently I haven't posted anything since Halloween. And since Halloween I have had a lot going on in my life... I am now 18 years old and in college and I feel like everything is moving forward... I'm moving forward. I have had this blog since I was 12 years old, and this was my place to escape and vent and be myself and show and share with the world a little part of me. I love my blog... but I think it's time for me to move on. I still enjoy fashion and art, it's something I could never give up on, something I live and breathe and don't know how to go on without. But, I think it is time to let go of this... At least for a while. At least, until I can get myself grounded and settled. I need to really explore the depths of my mind and soul and just be me without having to make some time in the day to get set up in front of a camera every day. I want to be able to just dress up and not be recorded sometimes. Sometimes I want it to be fleeting... My throat is closing up and my eyes are burning as a write this but... I really do need this break. I think it's the best thing for me right now. One day I will be back, with something new, and something better... And until that day, this is goodbye.




~tati~






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all the skeletons have escaped my closet.

Happy Halloween to all... witches, ghouls, goblins, and spooks alike, enjoy this bone chilling night.

~tati~

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Photo credit: Briana Alonso

just film.

Here are a few of my favorites, I had a total of 38 photos so I thought I would limit them to these. I originally wanted to shoot with color, but I didn't have any color film and Briana (pictured) lent me some of her black and white. I'm glad they actually came out nicely since I didn't print them myself. So stoked to be using my camera again.

 ~tati~

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raindrops falling on burning treetops.

I recently got my two rolls of black and white film developed and I was so happy how most of them turned out. Actually, I am just so happy in general, I love Portland, I love school, I am even warming up to the cold weather. I really do just love it here.

~tati~

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(next post will be my film photos)

far away there once was a sailboat out on the bay.

second tat.

this is an homage to not only home and growing up in Florida but, to my stepdad and our relationship and the impact he has made on me. this is actually an outline of one of his sculptures, (which is his perspective of a sailboat) that is actually hidden behind trees and bushes in the front yard of my house. i got this tattoo about two and a half weeks ago, sorry for not posting it sooner... but here it is, in all of it's glory.

~tati~

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i didn't even fall so why do i even care at all?

 i got a new tattoo, i'll post pictures in a future post. i want to keep you all wondering...

~tati~

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Photo credit: Anna Shaw

i can cry if i want to.

 comic con. birthday. eighteen. yay.

~tati~

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our souls will drift together endlessly.

there are acres and acres of cemetery. 

~tati~

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Photo credit: Anna Shaw

i now understand why, and i more than like it, oh my.

i've been tired since i've woken up, even now i am falling asleep.

~tati~

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Photo credit: Briana Alonso

intoxicated kisses under a red moon.

i wasn't going to add the last one because it has a different edit but i still somewhat like it.

~tati~

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Photo credit: Briana Alonso